tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7716077652521694316.post1927113974895315071..comments2023-07-21T02:37:44.692-07:00Comments on 52 Figs: On MeditationMAMA Phttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04089395528081855974noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7716077652521694316.post-8597302017747476742010-11-07T19:54:51.463-08:002010-11-07T19:54:51.463-08:00I got into meditation because of anxiety attacks. ...I got into meditation because of anxiety attacks. So at the beginning I was trying to remedy a pretty big problem. The effect of meditation was very quick and positive. Within a couple weeks I wasn't having crippling anxiety anymore. But when the anxiety was lessened I realized that there was a whole lot of garden variety fear left...this takes a bit longer to work with...a whole lifetime perhaps. Meditation helps me work with fear and by doing this I uncover courage, self-respect, lots of love, and joy of living. By not being afraid of being in the world, love and joy emerge and it feels amazing. That is of tremendous benefit to me and to those I interact with. In terms of everyday specific benefits, I am able to welcome whatever is happening...if not immediately, at least eventually. It also helps to break bad habits. When I feel an unhealthy compulsion brewing, I can more easily detect it and come back to a sense of being ok which breaks the compulsion. <br /><br />Someone once said "Don't resist your own life". That statement has resonated with me throughout the years and my understanding of it has changed over time but it seems to be a good summary of how meditation helps for me.<br /><br />And yes like any practice, eventually bringing the mind back to the object of meditation becomes familiar and much more precise (think of Japanese tea ceremony). Every time I sit down in the morning to practice I am surprised at how chaotic my mind is already. Depending on what is happening and how much emotional upheaval there is, the number of minutes it takes to feel the space outside of my mind varies. Sometimes I never get there but it is still useful to do it and learn to be with myself under different states of mind and not freak out.<br /><br />The thing to remember is that meditation is not exciting. Letting yourself do one thing is hard, particularly when that one thing is not exciting. But once you get there it's like a mini-vacation. And patience develops as a result.Maria Lantinhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00004076170937703396noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7716077652521694316.post-18825910830065488422010-11-07T12:10:11.754-08:002010-11-07T12:10:11.754-08:00Maria - thanks for the response! I'm wonderin...Maria - thanks for the response! I'm wondering - you say meditation has helped tremendously. I'm curious in what way? Is there anything specific or an overall experience? I have to admit that last night, while lying donw (at midnight), I actually fell asleep while meditating. Guess it's time to go back to sitting. Also, do you ever get to the point where it's not so difficult to quiet your mind and simply focus?MAMA Phttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04089395528081855974noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7716077652521694316.post-78198189644652385762010-11-06T19:11:36.528-07:002010-11-06T19:11:36.528-07:00Some experience here...about 11 years with some go...Some experience here...about 11 years with some good ones in there ;) These days I meditate every day...have been for several months. It helps tremendously. I practice mindfulness-awareness meditation, eyes open, siting posture. Practice is to focus on out breath. Not too tight (anxious about following the breath...being a good girl), not too loose (spacing out). Sometimes talking about one's experience of meditation to someone else is not so useful...can just become something that they repeat in their head. <br /><br />All I'll say is that it changes over time and it's more important to be curious about it than to strive for any particular experience. Following the practice instruction is the only thing to come back to when you get lost in entertaining yourself with brain tricks (common in all meditators).<br /><br />The tradition in which I've been taught recommends open eyes to lessen the transition between the meditation cushion and the rest of your life. The idea is to be mindful and aware throughout your day/life. I'm sure there are equally good reasons to do it with eyes closed. Either way, lying down tends to make it easier to space out.<br /><br />If you have specific questions about your experience, please do ask. There's a good chance I will have been there... :)Maria Lantinhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00004076170937703396noreply@blogger.com